With the Man I will love for the rest of my life, the man I will share lifetime with..<3
After all the 23 years of existence finally I found him..The man God given me to share life with..
Ang dame nameng pinagdaanan to find one another..Hindi naging madali ang journey before out life paths crossed..but its definetly worthit..<3
Noong bago palang kame, nung mga panahong ayaw kong amini sa sarili kong mahal ko xa, dahil sa nattakot ulet ako, ang tagal bago ko tinanggap and nag give in sa nararamdaman ko..and finally aun, sinagot ko na xa..but honestly until that day pigil parin ako sa feelings ko, sa mga pinagdaanan ko takot ako ulet masaktan..
Aaminin ko I was at my worst sa relationship nung naging kame, malayo sa mga nakaraan, but he manage to handle the worst that I can be, kaya alam ko he really deserves me at my best..
Siya yung lalakeng kayang tiisin lahat ng pagiinarte ko kahit na minsan wala na sa lugar..
Siya yung lalakeng iintindihin lahat ng pagtatampo ko, kahit na minsan he ended up crying and frustrated na di nia na alam ang gagawin nia, yet he neve complains, instead lalambingin nia ako up to the extent na kakayanin nia..
Siya yung lalakeng sasakyan lahat ng trip ko..lahat ng gusto ko, he treats me like her princess..
Siya lahat yung naka experience yung side ni steph na mahirap ihandle yet he never complain, he never argue, instead he love me like no one else did, no one…
After all, he really was the one..
Kahapon when he was hugging me, suddenly napatinggin ako sa kanya and napangiti, tinatanong nia kung bakit, di ako sumagot pero sa isip ko, I was thanking God for giving me him, yung lalakeng mahal na mahal ako..who gave me his best, all that he can be..
In few weeks time, will be one..our lifetime starts then..
Im happy where I am now, thank you papa God..
Ako: Beb gusto ko ng shawarma, shawarma tayo ngayon..:))
Beb: Eh pano yan aalis pa naman kame ni papa mag punta kameng SM..
Ako: (disappointed xempre, nasad) ay, ganun sige wag nalang
Beb: Beb umalis na sila..:)..punta ka na dito..:)
Ako: (Xempre natuwa talaga)..eh wala namang shawarma sa inyo..
Beb: Diretso tayo ng rob..:)
Ako: Eh wala namang turks dun eh, peru ayos lang ok na din yung shawarma dun..:)..kaso commute tayo tuesday ngayon eh..:)
Beb: Sa SM nalang para meron..Hala, oo nga pala..mag L3 nlang tayo beb..:)
(simple things, yet makes me really happy..kahit ano, isang sabe ko lang kahit super last minute na, take note pa out na ko sa work ah..your wish is my command agad siya..)..super tnx beb..:)
On the problems with been through I have seen how much his patience and understanding can go beyond…:)..I am lucky and blessed to have someone like him..Kung di siya siguro strong and brave enough to handle things that we’ve been through this past few months, hindi ko na alam kung ano ng nangyari sakin.. I’ve never expected na maging ganun siya katapang na harapin lahat ng consequences..Yes, he may get easily affected by a problem but when it comes to me, hinaharap nia lahat, kinakaya niya..and for that I know I’m blessed…Ngayon nakikita ko kung gano xa katsaga, and sobrang understanding, despite all my roller coaster mood swings, na nde mapredict kung kelan ako good mood, at kung kelan wala lang naiinis lang ako, aun xa iniintindi lahat, wala akong reklamong naririnig kahit isa galing sakanya..na kahit mahirap yung hinihiling ko, isang sabe ko lang nanjan na agad, pilit niyang kinakaya..:)..Siguro yung mga ibang tao never xang naisip or nakitang maging ganun..And that’s why I’m blessed, kasi for all people, I have seen him like that, the way he never was to anyone else..yes he’s not perfect, wala namang taong perfect..He has his own set of mistakes and flaws..Kung baga sa ideal bf, nde siya ang ideal ng lahat, well aanhin mo naman yung mga lalake na close to perfection, educated, may career, etc..kung puro salita lang, kulang sa gawa, kung puro sa umpisa lang, pag dating sa huli, wala na, ..well I have my own set of failures on ex bfs until God gave me him..<3…And I know, at nafefeel ko how much he love me..that I’m really the one..:)..and Im forever thanking God for giving me him..<3
